Yesterday, my ISA clan and I went to see Mission Impossible at the 2nd largest IMAX in the world, which was really cool, but the train ride home had a much larger impact on me then the movie. I love riding the train- seeing so many people at the same time, it's always such an adventure. The Indian women are always so nice too, and I have spoken to many of them. This train ride was no different from the last, first I was standing, then sitting next to 2 women Indian and a young boy (about 8 I think). He tried asking me something, but I really have a hard time understanding Indian accented English, so a woman behind me helped me understand. I think I knew what he was saying the whole time, I just wanted to be wrong... He kept motioning towards his face and my face; the women with him were touching my face.... He wanted to know how I made me skin so pale. I laughed it off, explained that I was born this way. I wanted to say a lot more, but there was really no hope in that, as the women and boy mostly spoke Telugu. I'm not sure why, but this question really woke me up to what has been happening all along: the picture taking, the staring, the asking where I'm from, etc. All this because of my white skin. Honestly, sometimes it's flattering: people wanting to talk to you, know about you, tell you you're beautiful... but in reality it's my skin, that's all. I was really upset about this idea last night, so I did research of why white skin was such a big deal in India... After watching extremely racist 'Pond's White Beauty' commercials in almost every language possible and reading horrible blogs about the aesthetics of skin color, I came across a video which I would really like everyone to watch. It's about 20 minutes, but it is worth it. It helped me understand things better:
http://vimeo.com/16210769
I thought of posting the links to all those horrible Pond's commercials on here, but I'll just let you all investigate that yourself.
I'm not sure how I feel about what happened yesterday but it's been on my mind, so I just thought I'd share.
http://vimeo.com/16210769
I thought of posting the links to all those horrible Pond's commercials on here, but I'll just let you all investigate that yourself.
I'm not sure how I feel about what happened yesterday but it's been on my mind, so I just thought I'd share.